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Sender: FAITHFULNESS51 To: yeshuaishi Date: Aug 22, 2007 9:29 am PST
Praise the lord, From the sincerity of my heart, i do bring greetings to you my sister in the most wonderful and precious name on earth,in heaven and all over the globe,that is the name of the our lord and Saviour Jesus christ. i am a sincere and honest brother in the lord. I will like to take this opportunity to express my heart to you for a sincere and God leading relationship. I am single with no child. I do live alone and i am a born again believer in the lord Jesus christ.I will be happy if you can open your precious heart to me so we can establish a blessed relationship that will lead postive result in christ name.May the blessings of the lord rest upon you and i do believe that after reading this letter the lord will give you peace about me so we can exercise our faith in the lord. I am kind,honest and i dont easily get angry and i do believe in one man to one woman relationship. i hate to see or hear what the world call games in relationship because i believe in purity and truthfulness. Keep the faith as i wait to hear from you.Be in prayer with me as i am working on my papers for canada. Blessings from the throne, Derick --------------------------------------------------- thank you for writing brother in the lord, my heart is indeed open to you and every single person that is hoping for the gift of a mate. i myself and completely satisfied and totally fullfilled with the deep agapae power that i have been priveledged to share with my savior. i had been pursuing him being that he is the eternal lover of my soul, and asking for a godly husband for some time, and he answered me most gracuisly wth his blessed company and holy presence. through his word, specificlly the song of solomon, he has developed a wonderfull marriage with me, that nothing i can desscribe on earth can reveal. i have shared this revelation with my sisters and brothers alike that are lonely, or wanting families, and have been seemingly left amidst, or are feeling forsasken. in truth, the lord, who sends his holy spirit to us who obey him, is rich, and we are so complete in him, that even though, should he, not being slack; tarry in returning, that all might repent, and none perish, or seem long in answering our prayers for companionship, he will in the meanwhile, meet all of our needs, and he will do this by his miraculous word. please start to listen to the song of solomon, and imagine yourself as the king and the shulamite as your wife, and read the book of 1 corinthians 7 on, in reality, the word is real and rules all, and will be made manifest, to comfort and strenghten you, while you wait for god to show his gift of a wife to you. i myself prefer the giver, rather than the gift of a husband on earth. my relationship with my savior is so happy and delightful, and he is such a joy, that to imagine myself with an earthly man is now unthinkable for me; lest it were to be with him in the past, as he walked this realm in human form. plus, i am very wrapped up with him in our heavenly father's business of soul winning and other ministry works wrought by god from before i was sent to earth. i am hoping this short note will help you to hold on, and let you know that we (the lord and i) truly care about your state, and that, as your sister in christ, i am here to be your friend through thick and thin. i remember how hard it is to be single, and that's why i went to the lord looking for him to send me a righteous husband. at that point, he began to woo and court me, and married me himelf !!! lol !! i know this may sound strange to you, and the scriptues say that it is a great mystery; but it all happened as i read the books i suggested to you for starters, and then began to listen to the audio bible on line. now i am a changed woman. i love this life of abstinence, that i might give myself more thouroughly to attending upon the lord without distractions, not to mention the health risks, and desire no one but my lord, and his sweet holy spirit sent to me by my awesome father in heaven. nevertheless, i want to be here for you, as you wait for god to answer you as he did in his way for me, or untill he sends you a shulamite !!! feel free to keep in touch, and let me know how you are doing dear brother in spirit, sincerely, your friend and sister, yeshuaishi.
bless you dear in christ, always in my prayers, the words you are about to experience are true:
MY CHILD you may not know me,but i know every thing about you: psalm 139v1 i know when you sit down and rise up: psalm 139v2 i am familiar with all your ways: psalm 139v3 even the very hairs on your head are numbered: matthew 10v29-31 for you were made in my image: genesis 1v27 in me you live and move and have your being: acts 17v28 i knew you even before you were conceived: jeremiah 1v4-5 i chose you when i planned creation: ephesians 1v11-12 you were not a mistake,for all your days are witten in my book: psalm 139v15-16 i determined the exact time of your and where you would live: acts 17v26 you are fearfully and wonderfully made: psalm 139v14 i knit you together in your mothers womb: psalm 139v13 and brought you forth on the day you were born: psalm 71v6 i have been misrepresented by those who dont know me: john 8v41-44 i am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love: 1 john 4v16 and it is my desire to lavish my love on you: 1 john 3v1 simply because you are my child and i am your father: 1 john 3v1 i offer you more than any earthly father ever could: matthew 7v11 for i am the perfect father: matthew 5v48 every good gift you receive comes from my hand: james 1v17 for i am your provider and i meet all your needs: matthew6v31-33 my plan for your future has always been filled with hope: jeremiah 29v11 because i love you with an everlasting love: jeremiah 31v3 my thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore: psalm139v17-18 and i rejoice over you with singing: zephaniah 3v17 i will never stop doing good to you: jeremiah 32v40 for you are my tresured possession: exodus 19v5 i desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul: jeremiah 32v41 and i want to show you great and marvelous things which you do not now know: jeremiah 33v3 if you seek me with all your heart you will find me: deuteronomy 4v29 delight in me and i will give you the desires of your heart: psalm 37v4 for it is i who gave you those desires: philippians 2v13 i am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine or ask: ephesians 3v20 for i am your greatest encourager: thessalonians 2v16-17 i am also the father who comforts you in all your troubles: 2 corinthians 1v3-4 when you are broken hearted i am close to you: psalm 34v18 as a shepherd carries a lamb i have carried you close to my heart: isaiah 40v11 one day i will wipe away every tear from your eyes: revelations 21v3-4 and i,ll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth: revelations 21v3-4 i am your father and i love you even as i love my son jesus, who called the messiah: john 17v23 for in jesus my love for you is revealed: john 17v26 he is the exact representation of my being: hebrews 1v3 he came to demonstrate that i am for you ,not against you: romans 8v31 and to tell you i am not counting your sins: 2 corinthians 5 v18-19 jesus died so that you and i could be reconciled: 2 corinthians 5v18-19 his death was the ultimate expression of my love for you: 1 john 4v10 i gave up every thing i loved that i might gain your love: romans 8v31-32 if you receive the gift of my son jesus you receive me: 1 john 2v23 and nothing will ever separarte you from my love again: romans 8v38-39 come home and i,ll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen: luke 15v7 i have always been your father and will always be father to you: ephesians 3v14-15 my question is will you be my child? john 1v12-13 i am wating for you: luke 15v11-32 LOVE, YOUR DAD, ALMIGHTY GOD p.s. call no man on earth father, for u have one father, and that is your father in heaven: new testament, jesus christ amen
THANK YOU FOR THE FREE BOOKS TEE HEE HEE, THE COVERS A BEAUTIFUL; THEY LOOK VERY HELPFUL, AS ARE MOST CHRISTIAN WRTINGS BASED ON SCRIPTURE AND THE POWER OF IT'S LOVE. I'M VERY ADDICTED TO THE BIBLE ON AUDIO FROM MY COMPUTER SO, I'LL COVER THE INTERNET AND YOU'LL HANDLE THE BOOK STORES LOL !! ALL THAT BEGGING TO BE PUBLISHED RIGGAMAROW, MARKETING AND SALES OR NOT MAKES MY HEAD SWIM !! ONE COULD END UP JUST AS BROKE ANYWAY TEE HEE HEE, LOOK AT MICHAEL JACKSON, POOR SOUL, AFTER ALL THAT WEALTH, NOT A DIME FOR A PHONE CALL. IT'S A GOOD THING WE DO NOT NEED MONEY OR HUMAN ACCOMPLISHMENT TO BE ESTEEMED BY MY SAVIOR, AND TO BE ABLE TO KNOW HIM IS AN HONOR UNDESCRIBED. BESIDES, I HAVE FELT IT SUCH A PRIVELEDGE TO HEAR THE THINGS THE LORD TELLS ME TO WRITE DOWN, IT'S OK THAT IT'S "FREELY GIVEN AS IT IS FREELY RECIEVED I'M SO READY TO BE OFFERED" !!! TEE HEE HEE !! I ONCE HAD A CONTACT THAT WORKED AT RANSOM PUBLISHNG HOUSE, BUT SAID HE WAS TOO LOWLY TO DO ANYTHING WITH MY MANUSCRIPTS. WE KNOW THE BIBLE SAYS "THAT GOD IS EXALTING THE BROTHER OF LOWLY DEGREE, AND TO REJOICE, BECAUSE WE WHO ARE POOR ARE BEING EXALTED; AND ALSO THAT WE ALL FACE DEATH DAILY" (NEW TESTAMENT). MOROVER, I NOTICED THE MESSIAH NEVER DID ANY PLATE PASSING OR OUTRIGHT SELLING, AND ALSO UNDERSTAND FROM STUDY, ALMS WERE TAKEN FOR THE SICK, POOR AND SUCH ETC. SPEAKING OF WHICH, I NEED TO ASK THAT YOU KINDLY DO NOT USE ATARAH'S ADDRESS TO FORWARD ME MAIL TO ME AGAIN.. PLEASE FORGIVE ME, I CAN NOT GIVE YOU AN ADDRESS, I DO NOT KNOW WHERE I'LL BE; OR THAT I'LL HAVE INTERNET EITHER, AFTER THE 3RD. IT'S ALL QUITE GHASTLY, AS USUAL.... THE SOCIAL SERVICE ADMINISTRATION AND THE SERVICE DEPT. ARE WRAPPING ME UP REAL GOOD IN RED TAPE, LOL, I GUESS IT'S SO I CAN BE SEEN MORE CLEARLY WHILE TIED UP ON THE TRAIN TRACKS LOL !!!! I'LL BE SO GLAD WHEN THEY FINISHED GETTING ME SYSTEMATICALLY MURDERED AND HAVE IT OVER WITH !!! NOW I SEE WHY PEOPLE HAVE A PARTY WHEN SOMEONE DIES; IT'S BECAUSE THEY ACTUALLY ESCAPED !!! YESHUA MESSIAH SAID WE SHOULD "PRAY TO ESCAPE"; I PRAY TO ESCAPE. MEANWHILE, HERE IS SAMPLE OF SOME OF THE LOVELY POETRY AND MESSAGES THE HOLY SPIRIT SAYS TO ME, AND LETS ME SAY I WROTE HA HA ,,,,,SINCERELY, AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR PRAYERS, ALEXANDRA
"LIVE A LIFE OF LOVE" SECRET SERVICE SERVANT, OF THE SUPERNATURAL TYPE !! TRIUNE TRUE DIVINITY: NOT MERE HYPE ! ALL POWERFULL, EVERLASTING, AND EXCEEDINGLY VAST. UNSTOPPABLE LIFE, THAT LAST AND LAST, UNFATHOMABLY ON, AND ON, AND EVERMORE INCREASINGLY IN AGAPAE POWER...WHY ????? BECAUSE WE CAN !!! WE'VE JUST GOT IT LIKE THAT !!!
CAN YOU BATTLE DEATH AND DIE ? CAN YOU RISE UP AND SAY HIGH ? AND, CAN YOU KISS THIS WORLD GOODBYE ? AND LIVE FOREVER ? WILL YOU ? NEVER ? CAN YOU LIVE THIS LIFE OF CONQUEST IN A MOMENT ? OR BE A VAPOR ? CAN YOU RESCUE BROKEN HEARTS FROM FEAR AND TORMENT ? OR LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR ? IT IS FOR THESE THAT WE ARE SENT. HERE I AM; YES, THERE WE WENT ! OUR NAME IS NOW, THIS WORD IS HE ! I'M TOLD TO SHOW YOU HOW TO SEE: TOMORROW! WHY ? BECAUSE WE CAN, BABY... WE'VE JUST GOT IT LIKE THAT!!!
OH NO BELOVEDS, WE'RE NOT THROUGH WITH YOU !!! YES, THIS IS BECAUSE WE CAN, AND IT'S PART TWO !! THE KINGS OF KINGS IS IN OUR MIDST!!! HE IS TRUE BLISS, AND SPEAKS TO YOU!! CAN YOU BATTLE LIFE AND LIVE ? CAN YOU SACRIFICE AND GIVE ? CAN YOU SEE BEYOND YOUR ALMIGHTY ME ? AND DO YOU HAVE ETERNITY, INSDE YOUR HEART ? DO YOU WANT TO ? BE A PART ? CAN YOU LIVE THIS LIFE OF POWER EVERY HOUR ? OR BE A SHOWER ? O' SO REFRESHING ? CAN YOU COMFORT CONFUSED MINDS CONSUMED BY NONSENSE ? IGNORE RUDE COMMENTS ?
IT IS FOR THESE THAT WE HAVE COME ! WE ARE THE ONES, WE'RE FROM THE SON ! YAHWEH IS HOW, I'LL TELL YOU NOW, HE MADE TOMORROW ! GIVE US YOUR SORROWS, AND HE WILL HEAL YOU!! WHY ??? YOU GOT IT BABY !! BECAUSE WE CAN !!!! WE'VE SIMPLY, GOT IT LIKE THAT !!! AMEN. (NEW/OLD TESTAMENTS) DR.KRAMDRNDD 10/14/01
highdear, your idea is great, and i would want to have some PRAYER PLEASE about the issues you mentioned, and before and after the counselings please, which, are a little much for me, so i think if we could try a group(s) idea situation, it would help to get my feet wet. i'm already seeing a shrink, whom hopefully will choose be my prayer partner and also to live for christ. i know that is the purpose of my every association, it's not even something i have to initiate or orchestrate. i'm here to let my little light shine !!! all my drs have agreed to pray for me so far !! psych rns and psych drs are supposed to maintain counseling regularily by the way. PLUS, THE LORD ABSOLUTELY HATES IT WHEN ONE GOES TO THE DR WITHOUT PRAYER FIRST, AND DO NOT TAKE OPPORTUNITY TO GAIN PRAYER PARTNERSHIP WITH THE DR. IT'S IN THE BIBLE, AND THE RESULTS CAN BE HORRIFIC !!! the old testament, clearly states that to neglect the word of god brings insanity !!! this is why the devil persecutes christians with psycho emotional distress trying to get revenge that cannot happen !!! REVENGE IS MINE SAYS THE LORD !! which brings to mind your mention of depression and some of reasons for the same; SUCH IN MY CASE, untreated post trauma such as childhood neglect and repeated sexuall abuse without address and resolution: very frequenty the reasons for depression, anxiety, and even suicide. as much unacknowledged abuse happened to me as a child of five, again at 11yr. and throughout my teen yrs. and then in to my early adulthood. NEVERTHELESS, i know i am in the midst of great escape and rescue, and are so much more healthly about these injuries than i can describe, having had the lord to help and heal me. the husbands, and the other men my mother dated that behaved so demonically toward me so repeatedly, and without her intervention, even after i told her over and over, have had no dominion over me, in so much as i have been made a conqueror in all these things. a group for anxiety and depression,and we'll go together ? i feel we need to go to a death/grief group too. and if you can stand to hear me say it, i think an eaters, or overweight or something of that nature group would be very helpfull; it's a major grief for me, and as you have said, is an important issue. the good thing abourt these groups is that they say the 12 step prayer and or the lord's prayer. when we go to the doctor in the 15th, i want to see him by myself because it's been alittle togh finding the right dr lately, and when you meet him if you want him as your dr it will be all good. thank you for coming to the dr with me ! just for clarification the comcast bill is for the peeriod of 1/7-2/7 and the amount is 109.03. i am planning to stop the tv, as i mentioned, thank you for helping me with these bills. i'll start to find some groups asap; another good thing is, counselors charge, and groups are free, and we can see how good we have it when wee listen to how bad off everyone else is, without jesus, lol oh how terrible of me, but it does make me respond to the holy spirit by giving a coupon FOR HEAVEN (A TRACH, ha ha ha )!!! .....talk to u soon, m.
Gary is serving in Iraq while his young wife is fighting cancer here. Prayer is a powerful thing. THIS COUPLE NEEDS OUR PRAYERS PLEASE read this. IT MUST BE TERRIBLY DIFFICULT TO BE IN IRAQ, WITH A SICK WIFE AT HOME. Bobby S. Briggs, MSgt, USAF, 823 ESFS/SFOC Flight Sergeant, BAGHDAD AB, IRAQ Tough times don't last... Tough people do !!! My name is Gary Hogan. Some of you receiving this know me, some do not. My wife, Cindy, is 32 years old and has just been diagnosed 3 days ago with stage 4 cervical cancer and her chances for survival are very slim. She was pregnant with our second child and had miscarried recently at 3 months, and now we know why. This is a request for you to forward this e-mail to everyone you know asking for prayer. The more people that pray for her to be healed, the better. Pray and forward. It only takes a second to hit "forward". Please do it and don't delete this, your prayer can, and perhaps will, save her life. Please pray and ask everyone you know to pray for the HEALING of Cindy and the removal of all cancer in her body, so she may enjoy all that life has to offer, and to continue to be the wonderful mother to our 5 year old son, Michael. The power of Prayeris unsurpassed. I want the whole world to have her in their prayers the next few weeks. God will hear our cry. Please do not be offended by my plea.. This is only a request for your help. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for reading this and helping with our request for healing! No words can express the power we have when we each do a little to come together. Regards, Cindy's in-love husband - Gary Thank you, and please send it to the far reaches of our world AMEM "robert long" 16 Jan 2007
#2962 - KURIOS - (koo-ree-os) - SUPREME AUTHORITY. #2961 - KUROS - (koo-ros) - CONTROLER, MR. GOD, LORD, MASTER, SUPREMACY, SIR. #2961 - KURIEUO - (koo-ree-yoo-o) - TO RULE, HAVE DOMINION OVER, LORD OVER, BE LORD OF, EXCERSICE LORDSHIP OVER. #3071 - JEHOVANICCIY - (yeh-ho-vaw'nis-see) - JEHOVA IS OUR BANNER, STANDARD, VICTORY, SUCCESS, DELIVERANCE, CONQUEST, POWER. #415 - EL'ELOHEY YISRAEL - (ale el-o-hay yis-ra-ale) - THE ALMIGHTY GOD OF ISRAEL. #1203 - DESPOTACE - (des-pot-ace) - A HUSBAND, AN ABSOLUTE RULER. #4442 - MELCHIZEDEK - heb - (mel-kiz-e-dek) - #3198 - MELCHIZEDEC - MELCHISEDEC - grk - (mel-khis-ed-ek, mel-kis-e-dek) - KING OF RIGHT, KNIG OF RIGHTEOUSNESS, KING OF PEACE, PATRIARCH. #245 - AZANYAH - (az-an-yaw) - HEARD BY JAH. #1 - KURIAKOS - (koo-ree-ak-os) - grk. - BELONGING TO HE LORD, (JEHOVA or JESUS) THE LORD'S. #2960 - ALPHA - (a-a-al-fah) - grk. - THE FIRST, PRIVATION, IN THE SENSE OF UNION, PREVAIL, STILL, SUFFER, AWAY WITH, NOT, ENDURE, OVERCOME, HAVE POWER OVER, CONQUER, PREIMMENENCE, see also #260 and #427. #3470 - YESHAYAHUW - (yesh-eh-yaw-hoo) - heb. - JAH HAS SAVED. #3050 - YAHH - (yaw) - THE SACRED NAME, JAH, THE LORD, MOST VEHEMENT, operating in names "iah", "jah", means the same as #3068. #136 - ADONAY - (ad-o-noy) - emphatic form, proper name, TO RULE, SOVEREIGHN, CONTROLLER, MASTER, THE LORD, JEHOVA, GOD. #2424 - JESHUA; JOSHUA; JUSTUS - JESUS - JEHOVA SAVES. #5547 - CHRIST, CHRISTOS, CHRISTU, CHRISTI - THE ANOINTED ONE. #3091 - YEHOWSHUWA - (yeh-ho-shoo-ah) - JEHOVA -(yeh-ho-vaw) - SAVED. #543 - AMEN - heb. - TRULY, MAY IT BE SO ! #281 - AMEN - grk. - SURLY,SO BE IT.
THE MORBIDITY OF THE MANIFESTED MISERY OF THE LOVE OF MAMMON AND THE MARK OF THE BEAST IS BECOMING EVERMORE VERBOSELY MAROSE, AND VERY MUCH TOO CLOSE, FOR COMFORT !! THESE DICIPLINES OF INSTRUCTIONS ARE THE WAY OF LIFE. AS EXAMPLED BY THE MIDDLECLASS HAVING BEEN SOLD OUT FOR THE COST OF THE ENDLESS STRIFE, THAT TORMENTS FOREVER THROUGH THE DAILY OPERATIONS OF THE INUMERABLE AND HIGHLY OFFENSIVE INEMNITIES OF THESE MORTAL BODIES IN THE YEARLY SINGING OF HYPOCRACY AND ANY NATIONAL LIE TO THE POOR WHO ARE NEVER SEEN AND DO NOT EVEN EXIST, BUT WILL YET BE WITH US AND INCREASE IN THE CONTAINMENT OF THOSE EXALTED TO BE RICH IN THE FAITH, BASED ON AND FULL OF THE FACTS THAT EMPOWER THEM TO BE CARED FOR DURNG EVERY CELESTIALLY CONTROLLED CRISIS, CHANGING THAT WHICH WOULD OTHERWISE CRUSH WITH SORROW AND CONQUER, TO THAT WHICH SHATTERS, SCATTERS AND SCORTCHES ALL THAT DOES NOT APPEAL TO THEE ONE WHO DOES WHATEVER HE PLEEASES IN THEE HEAVENS, AND ON THE EARTH, THE REALM OF DEATH BELOW. SELAH; AMEN. [N.T./O.T.] DR.KY.RMAD.RNDD 06/07/02; 12/21/06
THE CURRENT ATOMIC TRENDS AND OR NUCLEAR THREATS WILL YET MORE OFTEN EXPLODE FROM THEE SUPERNATURAL REALM TO SUBSEQUENTLY OCCUR ACROSS THE COUNTRIES, AND CANNOT DETER, BUT RATHER WILL INCURR THE LONGSUFFERINGS OF THE UNLIMITED PATIENCE OF THE ALMIGHTY ELOHIM ECKHAD. CLOAKED IN COMPLETE PURITY, WE LEARN TO DISCERN AND PERSERVERE WITHOUT DOUBT OR FEAR OF THE UNENDING TORMENTS BEING DEVISED FOR THE DEMISE OF THE DEMONIC, DURING SUCH DEMONSTRATIONS OF DEHESSCIENCE. PROBLEMATIC PROTRUSIONS, THE INTRUSIONS OF DEMENTED DELUSIONS, SEEKING TO DECIEVE. WE REFUSE TO RECIEVE THEIR CONTUSIONS, CONTRIVED AND CONCEALED WITHIN THE FALSE FLATTERY AND COMPLIMENTS DESIGNED TO IMPLEMENT MASSIVE LIFE CRISIS DUE TO CHRONIC UNEMPLOYMENT. ALL WILL ONE DAY UNDERSTAND. TRY THINKING FROM EVERY PERSPECTIVE YOU CAN, ESPECIALLY INCLUDING THE ONES YOU CAN'T, AND DON'T FORGET THE ONES YOU DIDN'T; OMITT THE ONES RESERVED FOR DARKEST BLACKNESS FOREVER, THE EVIL ONES, AND YOU WILL KNOW WHY THEY CONTINUE TO OPPOSE YOU WITH WILLFULL IGNORANCE AND ARROGANT ARGUING THAT WOULD EVEN TRY JOB'S TURKEY, LOL !!! EVERYONE THAT KNOWS WE LOVE YESHUANISSI DEEPLY AND INTENSLY, AS WE GROW IN THE GRACE AND KNOWLEDGE OF JAHOVA CHRISTI WILL EXPERIENCE WHAT WE HAVE ALL HANDLED, SEEN AND HEARD WHILE THE LORD IS IN THE COMPANY OF THE RIGHTEOUS: THAT HE IS RETURNING WITH CLOUDS; MANY OF US RECOGNIZE THE EXTREME RELEVANCY TO THE FACT THAT THIS MUST BE ANNOUNCED ALOUD; AND MOREOVER IN THE MOST PUBLIC PLACES !!! ALL PEOPLES OF THE EARTH WILL MOURN FOR HIM; EVEN AND MOST SPECIFICALLY THOSE BY WHOM HE WAS PIERCED. THEIR CONSCIENCES HAVE YET TO BE SEARED BY THE SO CALLED HOT IRON FROM HELL AND THE SO TO SPEAK DEPTHS OF satan; THAT YOUR JOY MAY BE FULL AT THE TIME OF YOUR VISITATION, WHICH IS TRUE IN YOU BY THE FAITH FROM THE INVISIBLE; WHEREBY WE BECAME VISIBLE, AND ENDURE AS THOUGH SEEING THE SAME; DESPITE THE INSANE, THE MUNDANE, AND EVERY OTHER UNCLEAN AND OR RASH WORD. SELAH; AMEN.[O.T./N.T.] DR.KY.RMAD.RNDD 11/22/06;03/03
HIGH MOMMY; HALLELUJAH, YOUR LETTERS HAVE REACHED ME AFTERALL, THANK YOU FOR THE MONEY, MY PHONE TV AND INTERNET WAS ABOUT TO BE CUT OFF, AND I HAVE NO FOOD, SO THANK YOU VERY MUCH. HOPEFULLY YOU HAD A HAPPY HOLYDAYS. YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT YOU ARE FORGIVEN; IT IS ONE OF THE FIRST RULES WE LEARN AS TRUE BELIEVERS. IT'S THE BLOOD OF JESUS THAT FORGIVES AND ALSO JUSTIFIES; CAN YOU IMAGINE ? TO BE JUSTIFIED FOR ALL MY SINS ! WHAT A WONDER THAT CANNOT BE FATHOMED !! I KNOW YOU'LL REMEMBER THAT I DON'T HOLD GRUDGES, YOU KNOW I'VE NEVER BEEN THE TYPE, IT'S TOO MUCH WORK. LIFE ON EARTH IS ALL IT NEEDS TO BE WITHOUT ADDING GRUDGES TO THE GRIND OF IT ALL. THE PAINS AND SUFFERINGS WE HAVE UNWITTINGLY INFLICTED UPON EACH OTHER ARE A RESULT OF THE FACT THAT ALL HAVE SINNED AND FALLEN SHORT OF HIS GLORY; A GLORY WE CAN NEVER MEASURE UP TO. DURING HIS WORST MONENTS; AND FOR US ALL OUR BELOVED SAVIOR JESUS SAID FORGIVE THEM FOR THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEY DO; IN A LITTLE WHILE, WILL SEE HIM AND BE FREE OF ALL THESE STUPID ISSUES OF EVERY TYPE. WHEREFORE, AS MATURE CHRISTIANS, WE'L LIVE AS THOUGH IS IS SO NOW, AND IN TRUTH, IT IS SO NOW, FOR THE ENEMY HAS NO HOLD ON US; AND IS NOT OUR MASTER. I'M SORRY TO SAY, THAT I HAVE BEEN VERY SICK AND GETTING SICKER AND SICKER AND RALLYING UP AND DOWN AND SUCH; I GLEEFULLY SEE MY END ON EARTH IN SIGHT. FOR THIS REASON, HAVE NOT, AND, DO/CAN NOT RELIABLY KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ANYBODY; EVEN ATARAH DOES ALL THE CALLING ETC. IF IT WEREN'T FOR HER, I'D BE HERE IN THIS WORLD AGAINST MY WILL, AND FOR NO REAL REASON THAT MAKES ANY SENSE AT ALL. THANK GOD FOR PASSING OUT TRACHS, OR ELSE IT WOULD ALL BE A VERY WIERD OR MISERABLE JOKE. BUT THANK YOU FOR THE MONEY, YOU REALLY SHOULDN'T HAVE. AND PLEASE DON'T SEND ANYMORE MONEY MOMMY, I KNOW GABRIELE'S SON, OR VAL'S CHILDREN ARE PROBABLY REALLY HURTING, AND CAN USE IT MORE SO THAN I. I HOPE ELBERT IS DOING OK. I WOULD HAVE COME FOR OTHAMOMMY'S FUNERAL, BUT I WAS BARELY MOVING AND EXTREMELY ILL IN BED. IT'S ALL JUST TOO MUCH FOR MY FRAILE AND FEEBLE EARTHEN VESSEL; AND I RECOGNIZE GOD KNOWS IT TOO. I'M SO GLAD I HAVE HIM TO TRUST AND GIVE ALL MY BURDENS TO. IT REALLY MAKES ALL THE DIFFERENCE. I HAVE APPLIED FOR FOOD STAMPS, MAYBE THEY WON'T TAKE FOREVER. IF I'M STILL HERE, I'M SO TRIED OF IT ALL. BY THE GRACE OF THE FATHER, OUR MINISTRY FOR THE POOR IS EXPANDING TO PROVIDE FOOD FOR WIDOWS, SENIORS AND THE SICK AND WILL APPLY TO MEE AS WELL. SINCE THE STRESS OF NOT BEING ABLE TO WORK IN THE OUTREACH DEPT. BECAUSE OF BAD HEALTH AND ALL HAS REDUCED MY QUALITY OF LIFE TO PRACTICAL SQUALOR AND PITIFUL DEPRIVATION SO PAINFUL I PRAY NOT TO WAKEUP EACH TIME I GO TO SLEEP, NOTWITHSTANDING, DEALING WITH THE SYSTEMS REGARDING THESE MATTERS IS SO RIDICULOUS AND MADDENING IT'S A GOOD THING IT'S A CHANCE TO WITNESS, OR ONE SHOULD NOT EVEN BOTHER ENTIRELY. I PHYSICALLY CAN'T STAND ANY MORE PRESSURE, AND I KNOW THESE ARE JUST PRECISELY THE TIMES WE ARE IN, THE TIME THE LORD SAID WOULD BE UNBEARABLE AND LIKE NO OTHER SO FAR; OR EVER AGAIN UNTO THE END. I AM SO THANKFULL I KNOW HE IS RETURNING SOON; I CAN ACTUALLY SEE HIS APPROACH !!! MY HEART IS NO LONGER BEATING NORMALLY. I KEPT TELLING THE DOCTORS ABOUT IT, THEY KEPT SAYING IT WAS ANXIETY, SENT ME TO A PYCH DR. AND PUT ME ON DISABILITY AND PSYCH drugS. IT KEPT GETTING WORSE AND NOW, AFTER MORE EXTENSIVE TESTING AND TWO TRIPS TO THE E.R. THE TESTS ARE SHOWING ABNORMAL RYTHYMS. IT'S NEURAL IN PATHOLOGY, AND SOMETHING HAVING TO DO WITH THE INTERACTION OF MENOPAUSAL HORMNAL CHANGES AND HEART FUNCTION. THEY DON'T KNOW AS MUCH AS THEY SHOULD ABOUT IT. PLUS, I HAVE HAD TO STAVE OFF THAT NASTY WORK INJURY TWICE, I'M ON THE SECOND TIME AROUND NOW. WHILE ALL THIS WAS GOING ON I WAS STILL TRYING TO WORK IN OUTREACH AND WAS DEFRAUDED ON TWO BIG CONTRACTS ($30,000 EACH) IN A ROW, AND ALSO THROWN OFF THE JOB BECAUSE OF JESUS MORE THAN ONCE, ALL OF WHICH CAUSED ME TO BE HOMELESS A TIME OR THREE !!! A REAL BOOK OF ACTS SCENARIO LOL !!! IF YOU THINK I'M FRETTING OVER OUR PAST, I'M ONLY NOTICING HOW IT FITS INTO SCRIPTURE LOL !!! AT LEAST WE'RE SORRY FOR OUR SINS AGAINST EACH OTHER, THIS WORLD STILL HATES JESUS AND HIS PEOPLE TOO, HE SAYS OUR ENEMIES WILL BE OUR VERY OWN RELATIVES; MAKING THAT SCRIPTURE ABOUT PREFERRING TO BE WITH THE LORD IS ALL TOO TRUE FOR ME LOL ! ACTUALLY, I'M WRITING A BOOK, AND PUBLISH EXCERPTS ON SEVERAL BLOGS ONLINE; AND I HAD RECIEVED AN OUTSTANDING ACHIEVEMENT AWARD FOR POETRY FROM THE INTERNATIONAL LIBRARY. IN FACT, I'M SO DEEPLY THANKFUL THRILLED THAT ALL OF THIS HAS WORKED TOGETHER TO MAKE ME A STRNOGER CHRISTIAN AND FURTHER THE GOSPEL !! I HAVE REALLY BEEN BLESSED TO BE ABOUT MY FATHER'S BUSINESS DOING ALOT OF MINISTRY WORK IN MEDICAL AND MULTIMEDIA WHENEVER THE LORD WILLS; AND MAY THE WILL OF THE LORD INDEED BE DONE !! I WILL SEND YOU MY RESUME, I USE IT AS A WITNESS TOOL. HIS PLEASURE IS ALL I CARE ABOUT, AND IT HAS BEEN AN HONOR TO SUFFER FOR HIM, AND AS I SAID, EVEN BEFORE MICHAEL WAS TAKEN HOME, I WILL PRAISE MY KING AND MY GOD NO MATTER WHAT. HE HAS ENABLED ME TO BE FAITHFULL AND I KNOW HE WILL CONTINUE ENABLE ME TO DO ALL HE HAS PLANNED FOR ME UNTILL HIS RETURN FOR ME. OH AND HOW I HOPE THAT IT IS SOON TOO; REALLY I DO; TODAY EVEN RIGHT THIS VERY MOMENT !! BETWEEN MY HEALTH AND FINANCES, AND IMMEDIATE FAMILY GRIEF, I WON'T LAST HERE MUCH LONGER HALLELUJAH !! I HAVE HUNG ON FOR MY DARLING ATARAH'S SAKE, I FEEL SO SORRY FOR HER ABOUT HER BROTHER MICHAEL WHOM CHRIST SAYS IS LIKE THE ANGELS NOW !! I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL BECAUSE I ALMOST HAD A STROKE TWICE, MY BLOOD PRESSURE WAS VERY HIGH BECAUSE OF CHEST PAIN. THEN I WAS ADMITTED A THIRD TIME BY FORCE, (WHEN I WENT IN FOR A G.I. CHECKUP) BECAUSE OF MY WITNESS FOR CHRIST IN JUNE. BUT IT WORKED OUT GOOD FOR ME THOUGH BECAUSE I WAS ABLE TO GET A BETTER HANDLE ON WHAT WORKS FOR THESE CARDIAC SPASAMS, AND HOW GOD AWFULL SICK THEY MAKE ME ME FEEL. NOW I SEE WHY THE LORD MADE ME A NURSE. I'M STILL LICENSED FOR MAINE, AND IF THINGS ARE BETTER FOR ME HERE, I CAN RENEW MY OTHER LICENSES, FOR HAWAII, NJ, CA. I'M ALSO LICENSED IN NY. WITH MY MAINE LICENSE, I CAN DO OUTREACH WORK IN MD AND SEVERAL OTHER STATES, BUT BECAUSE I'M SO SICK, WHAT I CAN DO IS VERY RESTRICTED. SOMEONE IS CALLING ME TODAY ABOUT A LIVEIN COMPANION; ANOTHER, ABOUT A NITE SHIFT RN ON A NEURO-PSYCH UNIT. MAY THE WILL OF THE LORD BE DONE, I'M ALSO DOING CHARITY FULL SPECTRUM CRISIS COUNSELING, PERSONAL TRAINING AND EXCERSISE WHEN I CAN, AS PART OF MY CARDIAC CARE AND REHAB PLAN. IT'S VERY GOOD THERAPY FOR ME, AND SO I WONT BE SO VERY OUT OF IT ABOUT MICHAEL; WHOM FOR ME IS ALIVE AND VERY VISABLE. THE SAME AS WITH THE LORD; THOUGH HE DIED, HE IS STILL ALIVE, IT'S CAN FEEL, AND HEAR HIM, AND I'M STRANDED ON EARTH IN TO MUCH PAIN TO DESCRIBE, WAITING FOR THE NEXT BUS OR ANYTHING OUT OF TOWN, THE RAPTURE, OR WINGS IS WHAT IT WILL BE I GUESS...AFTERALL, THERE ARE NO DEAD PEOPLE IN HEAVEN ARE THERE LOL ? I KNOW THERE AREN'T BECAUSE THEY LET ME WORK WITH THEM HERE AS AN INTERMEDIATE IN THE MULTIMEDIA DEPT. DOING AUDIO STREMING FOR INSTRUMENTAL WORSHIP MUSIC LOL !! MEANWHILE, EVERYDAY, I WAKE UP HERE, I ASK THE LORD TO HELP ME FACE THE FIRE. TO HELP ME SEEK HIS STRENGTH, AND HELP ME NOT TO TIRE. HE SPEAKS TO SO GENTLY, AND TELLS ME HE IS NEAR. HE HOLDS ME UP ABOVE IT ALL, HE DRIVES AWAY ALL FEAR. I KNOW WE ARE AT ONE, THROUGH GOD'S BELOVED SON. I FEEL HIS LOVE AND POWER, I SEE THE VICTORY'S WON. HE IS MY GUIDE, HE'S BY MY SIDE. HIS WAY, MY JOY DELIGHT. SHOULD MY FOOT SLIDE, I'M SURE SAFELY GLIDE,'NER OUT OF SOUND OR SIGHT. ALL THAT MATTERS IS TO LOVE HIM, TO MAKE HIS MERCY KNOWN. THIS SHATTERS ALL ENEMY PLANS, IN HIM WE'RE NOW AT HOME. SELAH AMEN [O.T./N.T.] DR.Y.MAD 01/09/07
WE HAVE SINNED. OUR EYES HAVE GROWN DIM. IN OUR THOUGHTS, WE HAVE ALL SINNED. WHO WILL RESCUE US FROM THESE BODIES OF DEATH ? THE AFFLICTED BLIND MAN ? OR HIS PITIFUL PARENTS ? BEFORE EARTH'S FOUNDATION, DID UNLIMITED PATIENCE BEGIN, IN THE BOWELS OF EVE, DID THE DESCENDANTS OF ADAM SIN. JUST AS LEVI PAID titHES, UNTO GOD'S HIGH PRIEST, OF WHOM IT IS SPOKEN, AND SO DECREED, TO CRUSH THE HEAD OF THE ONE BY WHOM LIES WERE CONCEIVED. IN THIS, THE MERCY OF THE FATHER IS EVER REVEALED. THE SON OF GOD MADE SIN, FOR THE IMPARTATION OF RIGHTEOUSNESS WITHIN. WHO MAKES ONE DEAF? WHO MAKES THE LAME? THE TRUTH TO THESE ANSWERS, JESUS CHRIST PROCLAIMS. WE CONTINUE TO ASK, MANY HAVE LOOKED, TO SEE WHO CAN STRAIGHTEN WHAT JAH HAS MADE CROOKED ? SEE THE HIDDEN MYSTERIES, WRITTEN IN THE LIVING BOOK. IT IS THE LORD THAT STRIKES THE BLOW ! THE EVIL PRIDE OF MAN WILL BE BROUGHT LOW. THUS SAYS YAHWEH, I MAKE LIVE , AND I WOUND. IT IS IN HIS LOVE, NOT HATE, THAT EVERY KNEE WILL SOON KNOW, ALL POWER IS MINE, I KILL, I HEAL. WHEN PERSECUTED FOR MY SAKE, LET THIS BE YOUR APPEAL; I AM THE ALMIGHTY, AND TELL THEM WITH ZEAL!! I AM THAT I AM HAS SENT YOU !! (N.T./O.T.)DR. Y.M.A.D. 1/20/03 10/03
