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biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Lips Puckered!   2/21/2005

I am having so much fun Trying to decide who's really The One... He with guitar in hand? Another in a far off land? Yet another... a singer, without a band ...Another with a collar .., and a historian, seeemingly a nicer fell'er No body, but nobody, living next door Making me long for each one, all the more! <br> Put your money where your mouth is -Buy the ticket- ...


0 Comments, 13 Views, 2 Votes ,5.20 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
A Plan?   2/20/2005

He'll be forever on my mind He'll always, for me, be kind He'll always be the one I endeaver He'll succeed at fulfilling my dreams He'll always want for only me to be his lover He'll always, for me, be kind He'll be in all my favorite schemes He'll always seduce, bringing forth my womanly creams He'll always, for me be kind He'll never chuck me, for noplace's as furious as ...


0 Comments, 21 Views, 2 Votes ,5.20 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
...Her Biggest Fear...   2/19/2005

Why, when she loves someone, He always disappears Like he didn't know that's her biggest fear Here, one minute...jetted away the following High above the clouds Beyond the kind pillowing Between earth and the moon Before she recovers from being swooned <br> Because it takes time To recken' what was truely sought Love, Lust all before the Devine With apple in mouth, ...


0 Comments, 21 Views, 2 Votes ,5.20 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Not a Single Word!   2/18/2005

Blame it on the stars I don't go very long nor far Without chatting nor flirting I tried for a week, deserting <br> I have returned to say There was no fun, being that way I was as miserable As a bursting bubble Whoas me....what a trouble <br> I tried to be 100% loyal And have found it created much toil Searching for alternatives to chat I can't go very ...


0 Comments, 21 Views, 2 Votes ,5.20 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
...Must be More Reserved...   2/9/2005

I have many good memories of passing lovers I have many good friends, i've discovered I have many high hopes that they'll recover And, one day will realise I respect eacn one And, I know too, all was said and done in fun <br> But, now I must be more reserved Sharing with only the one who will deserve True love, Honest love, Eternal love All this with one fellow ...


0 Comments, 27 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
I Fantasise...   2/9/2005

I continue to fantasise These many days past... Of how we always, before, could compromise Differences, major, but never did they last Seemingly longer than this.... how crass! <br> Remembering chats that were hot You were the first, to touch on love's spot An occation remembered, never to be forgot For I've too long a memory..... Thinking of it as having regained my ...


0 Comments, 26 Views, 2 Votes ,5.20 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Pleasing Him   2/7/2005

...I love how his eyes look over his glasses Eagerly, I anticipate all of his classes... He coaxes me into heavenly ectasy Unknowingly to him, my love tenderly exceeds His syllabuses taught with loving expertise <br> I stare at my lust, mesmorised by... I love how his knowing eyes Share all his love for my continueing growth Reflecting his dreams onto us both... ...


0 Comments, 13 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Allowing me to Come   2/7/2005

Well, I had never been so insulted... My door is now securely bolted, His words slapped me and I bolted into the night Hearing echoes, not as nicely said to myself unwind! <br> Being told that the first time, I sought revenge: A love he'd never avenge A love where I'd need not pretend A love, a lust, coming deep from within A love, sordid at times, which then did begin ...


0 Comments, 10 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
...His Glasses   2/6/2005

I miss him... The one who shares my dark He keeps me, in matters of love... enlightened Never displaying shagrin Lessons I may be slow to grasp He continues to teach, without a laugh Always, yes, always we accomplish the tasks <br> I love how his eyes look over his glasses Purposefully, catching my eyes Redirecting my attention onto his lesson... I evaluate him from ...


0 Comments, 7 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
...Love Expressed...   2/6/2005

I sure would enjoy A good roll in the hay... Of course, a lady would never speak this way But Luvs, well sometimes surprise is a fun toy- For only consenting ADULTS to mutually enjoy <br> Words of love, said with words or body language Are what'd make a roll in the hay, uuu so good Making it much superior, to that lustful garbage Hey!!! Soulmates in love and only ...


0 Comments, 9 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Short of Note   2/6/2005

Upon much pondering, nearing a week Seems to me If a loved one stops communicating And his love's not wandering... Then he must be jailed Making the deepest of loves, slightly curtailed <br> Only with hands cuffed behind him My Dear, Sweet Bloak Could not have written a note To Dear, Old Jen, Who's no longer fond of him!


0 Comments, 7 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Blessed Over.....   2/6/2005

I am blessed over and over again He knows all, forgiving me as I bend Kneeling, professing to only Him My Master He steers me from disaster He adheres to all my truths He's sincere with love, never keeping me aloof He appears, always at my time of most need Preventing my womanhood to entirely receed... I shall always never be at total odds... With God, I shall keep with His ...


0 Comments, 9 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
...Thrice Amplified   2/6/2005

Bewildered, I try -Not to cry Destitute, I try -Not to be blind Hopeful, I try -Not to fail Joyful, I try -Not to leave a saddened trail Blissful, I try -Not to ever leave one dis-satisfied Serene, I try -Not to cry as I share love thrice amplified


0 Comments, 7 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Discovering   2/6/2005

Her dark side Does not destroy her bright side As it always brings her back home Lusting is temporarily satisfying Loving is eternally gratifying As it always brings her back home High expectations is what keeps her alone Low morale is what leads her astray Yet with each she sees a different way To discover a blissful life As it always brings her back home Realizing there's ...


0 Comments, 7 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
So, she has a Dark Side...   2/5/2005

So, she has a dark side... Being woo'd by a lover supreme He is never demanding But always capable of commanding Her lustful thoughts Only to him, that they be brought <br> She has a dark side Being woo'd by a lover supreme Being brought to a new way of life Being lustful with minimal strife Being true sharing his desires Being enflamed with his words hot as fire ...


0 Comments, 16 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
...Out for a Fling...   2/5/2005

Why didn't he tell me He was out for a fling Why did he instead, make my heart sing Insinuating there'd eventually be that ring Knowing, having me, to hold and to cherish Longing to hear words of making love Far exceeding, appreciating, to those of lust He knew, I am new to trust Yet and still he tricked me into that just... By having me think it was a must A trust, he always ...


0 Comments, 7 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
...A Wayward Woman   2/5/2005

Once, again, I am a wayward woman Discovered, I was not with my truely chosen Yes, it hurt Feelings again burnt My beloved idol, a man true to only himself Chose to set me on a shelf Within a closed jar Without any air <br> I could see How happily He prepared his next meal Another kind soul He sifted into a bowl Stirring with a spoon of steal While adding ...


0 Comments, 7 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
...Away in a Coma   2/5/2005

Well, he must be away in a coma Someplace secretive, cooking, without aromas And just chose not to take me there I wanted to go knowing I'd never return Staying, heart intensely yearning To share my entire soul, as we grew old Unconditionallly loving until death did we part But, because he has chosen to go there alone I'll remain here, foot in mouth, as I restart <br> ...


0 Comments, 8 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
To The Bottom, All See   2/4/2005

Is she a keeper, or shall she be thrown back in Into the waves of the deep blue sea Within waters so pure, to the bottom, for all see Gazing onto mermaids, with varying sizes of fins Watching these angels to the top swim Around open nets, gently targeted by men With dreams and aspirations of welcoming New life, new love within otherwise sobbing souls That only she, desiring this ...


0 Comments, 7 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Radiance   2/4/2005

No man should make you wait for so long As No woman ought to take so long to decipher His true meanings, his past, his stated future Nor, decide if he's a winner or a loser <br> Games of the heart Soon grow old Discouraging thoughts cause outrageous departures Toying with others' souls Playing with their hearts Criminal Loss of love, many times or only once ...


0 Comments, 7 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Share With Me   2/4/2005

Who among us is better than thee Belonging to no ones family tree Painful being alone Suffering, having to be as a drone My soul, wishing its love, to soon come home And again to share with me True love, under a bless-ed, seeding family tree


0 Comments, 7 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Painless Gain   2/4/2005

For every woman, there is a man To hold, keep and to cherish Making holy, their love, all over our land Preventing demons to invade, seeing them perish One following the other to no man's land <br> Each, incapable of sustaining without love They must share the pain Try to deter each one's dying love Casting out the demons, without refrain Renewing sincere vows of love ...


0 Comments, 5 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Let me Count...   2/4/2005

Let me count the Luvs; Uno, Dos, Tres With only two, knowing her place- Quatro, Cinco, Seis With only one, knowing that smile on your face- Ocho, Nueve, Diez Beware, or you'll soon be out of the race! <br> Everyone loves him After he's shared his worldly grin But, no one, yes-no one, on him can they depend He's a coy and wise toy *But without that ever-lasting joy* ...


0 Comments, 8 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Allow Me...   2/4/2005

Said he must always be trusted Said he'd be away on a trip Said from out his smiling lips Said he'd call in a day or two-so's not to be busted? Of course I'll not share my disbelief Allow me to over my eyes apply my own kercheif Of course I'll not share my mistrust Allow me to infer that would not cause disgust Of course I'll not share my disappointment Allow me to bring the ...


0 Comments, 7 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Promises...Served on a Tray   2/3/2005

Such a beautiful day For love always feels this way -Steamy thoughts -Tranquility following -Romantic terms of appreciation Promises of more to come, served on a tray Intentions, always for the next daybreak... Yes, for all of that, my loins still ache!


0 Comments, 15 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Ah-Huh!   2/2/2005

Ah-Huh! He phoned! Speedily we spoke- Hurridly, before either could choke We talked of times past And, better still, of times to last... <br> Without a doubt, he is more than liked He's finer than trout, and maybe pike Not a fishy charactor, surprisingly to my delight -He makes all my dark nights bright- Much more than a rainbow Fishing for words, we'll never know ...


0 Comments, 22 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
MazeLewis 50 M
58  Articles
That's Not Me   2/2/2005

Said she gave you everything She broke her back to be What youu need <br> I tried so long to just Compete can't take no more Losing sight of me <br> I'm letting you know this can't go on this one way street I'm walking alone <br> This time I'm breaking free I'm going to find me <br> I can't sit and be passive Won't tolerate no ...


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MazeLewis 50 M
58  Articles
You   2/2/2005

Here I am in your face Tellin' truths and not your old lies <br> Seems to me that you care And I know that you're runnin' outta time <br> See ya can't get away I'll be here forever and again Whisperin' in your ear Do believe 'cause you know you cannot win <br> Spent most your life pretending not to be The one you are but who you ...


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MazeLewis 50 M
58  Articles
Where Are You Now?   2/2/2005

Love my love I regret the day you went away <br> I was too young to understand my love But now I understand my mistakes <br> Where where are you now? Now that I'm ready to Ready to love you the way you loved me then <br> Where are you now? Do you still think of me? Or does your heart belong to someone else's <br> Love Oh my ...


0 Comments, 22 Views, 1 Votes ,3.70 Score
MazeLewis 50 M
58  Articles
What About   2/2/2005

We walked along the beach What a moon lit night He held my hand in his He kissed me, he said... <br> I wanna spend my days with you I want you in my life Just then I thought <br> What about the times you lied to me <br> What about the times you said no one would want me <br> What about all the shit you've done to me ...


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