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156  Articles
Nada, Nada   11/17/2011

Holy, jumping, juniper beans Where did he go- With whom else has he been? Nada, nada, nada... Nada another thought- makings of undue scenes!


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biggmamaz 60 F
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Hook, Line and Sinker   11/17/2011

Blindly-falling hook, line, and sinker Loving every minute of that glorious time Within the realms of love, we will sometimes Musically, with thoughts that quickly crecendo Peaking, harmonious, notes


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biggmamaz 60 F
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Maybe.... A Cougar!   11/16/2011

Living a life of the forsaken Facing Life alone and frequently shaken Finding many a good man already taken Too involved to lower their eyes To see a woman short in stature No where nearly ready to le


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Looking out...   10/5/2010

Seeing his photo was not bad Mixed emotions including the sublime Happiness, longing for, unspoken words too sad Living alone, surfacing to the world at times Life, without him is biding my time!



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biggmamaz 60 F
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Eyes Wide Open   6/5/2009

Through eyes wide open Looking for someone who is also hoping To one day say 'Twas, just my day Finding love this way Thought it would never happen Alas! It surely has! 'Tis time to stop toying Allowi


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biggmamaz 60 F
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He's Close   5/27/2009

Through eyes of blue Looking up at stars that twinkle true Constantly wondering where he may go to Through eyes of blue Looking beyond The Pond always far off too Waves of love drifting towards my sou


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Shooken Up   4/22/2009

Drive away, drive far away My soul tormented Torn and tearing having been left this way He looks not back to see Shooken up, poor me Begging not to be left alone He looks not back to see Caring not, l


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Allowing...   4/22/2009

He demanded always the truth Truth, oh, the innocent truth Infuriating him so to have no evil to find Creating a lie and leaving me blind No one to play with, but myself Creating a lie and leaving me


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biggmamaz 60 F
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I Came...   4/22/2009

I came, He went Wrong was I to think he to have been Heaven sent Wrong was I to believe he loved me True Wrong was I to give my prudish soul Wrong was He to offer his cherries in a bowl Wrong was he t


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156  Articles
Reciprocation   12/2/2008

Sometimes I rant and I rave Finding no one these outbursts to brave Frustrations No one brave enough to approach Counselors too fearful to coach Visionaries not keen enough to see Leaving all to be Fr


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biggmamaz 60 F
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Offer   11/29/2008

I left to find myself... Losing myself with no one to help Alone and waiting for poetic love The kind of which exists in heaven above No one found to share this elation All alone, still, seeking etern


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156  Articles
He Wishes...   3/7/2008

He wishes to hear her voice Across the many miles Travelling speedily within his Royals Royce Up and down the humps on the road with smiles Never minding all the traffic lights Never stopping until he


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...secrety   2/5/2008

Dreaming.... Of the day when he sees me Seeing me as different from all his others Of the night when he dreams Having found me equally as pleased Throwing aside all his covers Displaying our find-no l


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Us   1/30/2008

Running my fingers through my hair I stop to wonder... Just where else may I look to find him there When we met here, there were claps of thunder Immediate recognition of going to do what others do no


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biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Deep   1/20/2008

Deep in work he was Bid me to come by again, another time Promised I would , mostly because... I want to see him I want to be with him I want him I want

I He wants to again see me He wants ag


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Forever   1/19/2008

Radiating rays within my kitchen window glass Permiating deeper within my soul Everlasting warmth glowing Then, now, always with me wherever I'm going Brightening most delightful dreams Joy within esc


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Wishing...   12/31/2007

Another year is ending Anticipating another is soon beginning Leaving behind an ocean of tears Reaching out only to mutual love Wishing all multiple Happy New Years!






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biggmamaz 60 F
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Frozen Time....   11/24/2007

The sound of snow crunching under heavy feet Clearly leaving footprints The moon's glow glistening deep within each Temperature dropping Hopes of love no longer cropping Face filled with salty icycles


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So Sad...   11/20/2007

You were too slow... Away I walked never looking back Never did you know what my face did show Tears of a manless woman who lacked tact Never did you know this for a fact Forever I step away-Never aga


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Awaiting....   11/5/2007

Awaiting for another day Never knowing quite how to say This is it... I love you more than a little bit Slowly as I turn to walk away Hoping to hear you say... Wait, don't go, please, for a bit-stay!


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May be   11/1/2007

Having shopped store to store Buying up the perfect size Complete with black thigh highs Perfect worn with exposed clevage by and by To meet and greet Him -as He knocks at the front door!

Ant


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He Left   7/9/2007

He left me for a catty woman, a local hussy Blatantly told me unless he did He's have nary a reachable pussy To stroke nor to watch as she licks-heaven forbid A reachable touchable pussy to have Treas


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Valentines' Day   2/8/2007

Not too many know of Valentine's Day -The day celebrated by lover's only- Most popular in The Great Lakes Non participants are truely the lonely
Much preparation for dressing that dat


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It's Time!!!   1/12/2007

Sitting around at work Thoughts drifting back and forth Work, play, work, play-with You of course Mesmerizing..... deeply Shifting my bottocks within my seat Swaying my memories inside, almo


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Ha-ha-ha...   1/7/2007

'Tis past the Season to be holy Fa-la-la...la-la-la, lah Missed His chance to be my All Da-da-da...da-dah-da-dadah, da-da-duh Warming still from His standing still Ha-ha-ha...ha-ha, ha-ha-ha


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Fall Eve   11/2/2006

Oh, how so very cold this wintry Fall eve Subfreezing temperature knocking knees Half smiling gents with chattering dentures Hatless men with chins against chests All leaving me feeling very u


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LINE!   10/27/2006

Give love, or give life Stop lying pretending to have a wife Crying she's not in love any more Stringing along broken lines Stories all being old and a bore Put down yer flask pressing lips


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Sooner and sooner   9/12/2006

Don't talk with me Until You understand me completely I am but one A love not yet have You won You, me, U/us Trust
You're ignoring me does not work You're hurting me as You stan


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Calus Hands   8/18/2006

CHEATTING! Caught red handed trying to steal another's gleam I regretfully stand back -hearing Your Heart beating I didn't know You cared- You were so unseeming The animal within my soul is my g


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...from the S/soul   7/24/2006

Reflecting with an open mind Detecting with an open heart Caressing memories hoping to find Loving arms choosing never to depart


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...Ear to Ear...   7/9/2006

Lying back with an ear to ear smile Memories of how he taught me... His sharing deepest secrets of the Nile Always bringing joy-never leaving in quandry His depth of perception always Deeper


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Solstice Snails   6/27/2006

'Tis now the season of Solstice Summer's breezes of lighter air Sun warming the deepest of waters Floating glistening bodies also share Waves softly rolling souls to and fro Beaches warming


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...Still Love...   5/20/2006

He stole my heart-but not my soul I innocently gave-in a silver bowl He never realised its true meaning I still loved him, even more sirenely
He balked I squawked He'd smile I sti


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Intoxicating...Grip   5/4/2006

There are so many who want me Still unsure of who to really trust Fingertips always feeling as do we Caress and hold with lust Sharing a few enticing grips Feeling a stronger passion as we t


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Triumphanting Love   3/6/2006

Once, twice, thrice A woman satisfied by her man Over and over she plays his moves again Always with protruding pink nipples He plays her keeping her mind simple Repeatedly she hears and fee


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Moonlit Night   3/3/2006

Lying still as he kneels beside me Confidently unlocking my chastity belt Whilst gazing deeply within eyes of the sea Hearing metal-yet only his fingers felt Shuttering- with lips clenching on


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My First Glance...   2/21/2006

Yesternight he wanted only me Today he wants to run and flee Bright yellow smiley beside his name All the while he's on line Busy with web or another game Too distracted to discuss yesternig


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It's Really Me!   2/16/2006

He wants to come out of hibernation Alone he's peeping His eyes crying out to the starlights consternation Without stepping onto his sleeping mates He cries "Sleepwalking" when caught creeping


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Sweet, Sweet Aromas   2/8/2006

He is but a thought I am a thinking woman... He is worried about getting caught I am a mindful lot He is whispering sweet nothings I am loudly filling the air Aromas, sweet, sweet aromas b


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Pure and Sure   2/2/2006

Dreaming always of he Is what love is all about Far or near thoughts-all lovely Pure and sure Our love will securily endur Over-riding jealousies of the past insecurities!


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After-Glow   1/29/2006

Looking for the silver lining Within the midst of his dark cloud I see...a glimmer...yes-his eyes shining Looking my way- Contents within his pants standing proud <br> My evil eye st


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Only Play!   1/20/2006

What's he all about This lover who sulks and misuses his clout Throwing his weight Demanding servitude- never be late Did his mama spoil him This soulmate who calls me his gem Bestowing hi


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His Will   12/30/2005

Crying again-another year going by Worse yet-my bow is still a might too shy Having reawakened his manhood Too embarressed to tell his family Fearing their shagrin Examining me from head to


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... Ever Need Know!   12/26/2005

Could we be soulmates Anything less, I'd hate We may dance and sing Performing as young sweethearts And all that unconditional love may bring My life too, is wanting some zing! <b


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.....................LOUDLY..............   12/24/2005

Silently Kneeling, head downcast, arms reaching Thinking... Too much left unsaid Too much left undone Too much, too much, too much Heartfelt beats of Your Soul's Singing Groins repeatedl


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...just You   12/23/2005

Let's talk Let's talk as we walk Let's communicate Before it's too late... <br> I love You Always wishing you'd say that too Kneeling, I beg for you to stay Facial expressions


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Unforseen   11/26/2005

Be with me today Forget about me tomorrow No words, meaning-clear as day Dementia, a poor excuse for this sorrow <br> Sad, maybe true Forgotten, like when you didn't flush the loo


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Because...   10/27/2005

Hello Reality, step aside Dreams Time to have that, For Real Talk That really isn't so bad a sceen Begging me to stop, may hasten my walk Pleading for me to resume dreaming 'Tis time, really


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Behind The Closed Doors...   10/23/2005

It's time to say goodbye Arms crossed, brows furrowed, clamped thighs Yes, time to part company No longer feeling weak in the knees Thoughts of you- cool as Fall's breeze <br> Whilst


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Only He Knows...   10/7/2005

A new realisation... Only He knows when I'm ready Knowing my desperate need to feel his pulsations Ready to fill my groove as heartily Our growing love pulsating Luv-lust/love- al


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Alpha Cat   10/1/2005

Living a life of lies She soon could see Not at first, but by and by Faithful he'd then try to be The snake within his pants Begin to wink its one and only eye Interupting his moonlight tr


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Thumb Size.   9/28/2005

Dit, ditty-dip, ditty-dop, little Dip Who is she, to come to me Smiling over grinding dentures Permitting me to cyber, to adventure <br> Dop, ditty-dop, ditty dip, incredible Dop Ton


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Smiles...   9/27/2005

All the time, she sits and smiles Watching him manafest Sitting, smiling all the while Thinking of their many festivities Parties Dancing to and fro He holds her ever so close Protecting


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Perfect!   9/24/2005

Sometimes, I know not what to say Other times, I fear how to tell Always hoping he and I still will play With one another-slower and slower we carefully spell Behind our closed door, under cove


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One Eyed Snake   9/11/2005

Wouldn't you know it, Trust building... Now it's disappeared All because I've moved No longer living as near And what has this all too true proved Lust can not go the distance True love,


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Breasts...   9/6/2005

Just having met the love of his life I better understand why all the strife She's magnificant... His significant other- Sharing with me dreams of her <br> Yes, my breasts are large


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Flow   8/27/2005

A little wine, a little dining A sweet find, a face, all smiling Face aglow, all the time we know Together, later this eve-luv will flow


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Lit   8/21/2005

There's a fire between my groins There's no one near to smother it Makes me so glad that this site I've joined There may be someone near, also a bit lit Taking me higher Fighting fire with


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Invincible   8/15/2005

He loves me, he loves me not... "Crumpets and tea, for my lady Then i shall tie you in tight knots Never to question Never to know what you've been destined Allowing, only I to touch <


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Discreet   8/15/2005

I have been dreaming As he has been scheaming Using me, to entice Another woman, creating thrice <br> I'm too old fashioned I believe in pairs Being more discreet, yes that's my p


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Sand Transforming...Woman   8/10/2005

He thinks I'm a grain of sand As he quietly sifts the beach... Being only a granule to beseach I cling onto his hand Still moist, from the sea I stick onto his forehead As his hand combs


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What This Is   8/1/2005

My Body 'tis with thee My Heart cries out happily My Soul blossoms with our extacy Our Mind is growing Smiling, all the while knowing He is mine, and I am his Desires, wants...wanton lusts


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Still Waiting...   7/24/2005

Still waiting for his touch An electrifying moment I need so much.. Time is measured by it- Yes, how may this luv/lust commit Eternity His spark is so close to igniting My now sparkling gr


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Bravest Dare   7/9/2005

Love is not luv... It can not be abbreviated Although It has been identically celebrated Celebrations of lovers Women with men Delivering dishonourable intentions All calling luv, Lo


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...Openly Today!   7/8/2005

My knees are so weak From all the hoping it was me he'd seek Not just for shabbot... Why must I tell him all about it... I slave all week- being ever so meek Hoping he comes to me forever to


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Sparkles   7/3/2005

T'was the Fourth of July... And all through the day until that night I was truely smitten Like putty within his mitten <br> Certain he was as thrilled Like on Guy Falkes Day His jo


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...hidden eyes...   7/2/2005

A dream, a want a desire All to one day, come true... This promise made to you and I Sometimes, that's what makes me want to live or to die <br> Dreams, many times, lustfully true Wan


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...Envision...   6/30/2005

He is my constant As true, as the Northern Star As I look up into the sky...he, I want Constantly this man I envision from afar <br> His memories are vivid His touches so dominant


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Sincerity   6/26/2005

If I'm not the one you need Don't bother to waste your seed If I'm not the one you always think of Dear Sir, you have yet to find true love If I'm not your true love Don't tell me lies of...


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From The Internet...   6/19/2005

From the internet, to our first date... How much longer, must I wait Seeing, his eyes are filled with life He has yet to come to claim me, as wife <br> His eyes speak of a conquered pa


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-Embrace Me-   6/14/2005

It would certainly be nice If every time I think of him He'd realise... <br> I don't feel this way 'bout all my guys These womanly feelings are my surprise That only he can work unti


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Trusted...   6/13/2005

Ever so sweetly, he explained his absence Ever so coyly, she pretended to not have sense Ever so mutually violently they lusted Deep down, knowing he'd been busted High Up and she knows, he'll


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...Deal   6/12/2005

Alas, due to his own stupidity He has lost a loving, true friend Thinking me not of gold, he pitifully Made alternate choices his end... <br> How crass To choose a stallian mare over


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Eyes/ I's   6/12/2005

Eyes are my issue I's are his issue Us is my desire Us is his lust We must learn to trust <br> Eyes are my guide I's are his expectations Us, I think, as in and out he glides U


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Transference   6/11/2005

Love is a double bladed sword Cutting deeply into each soul Permitting blood to flow in accord Mixing together as with blood brothers BOLD Is the unity of lovers 'Tis the flow of secret de


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Reality   5/19/2005

I am throbbing, my heart is aching For that special someone to again come... My groins tighten As to his voice i so intently listen To hear his cries of joy Upon opening his new toy <br


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-Us-   5/15/2005

I want to play Not only for today... For tomorrow and the next I'd like to share my ways With my love, my soul mate My destiny, my fate <br> Hide and seek's a good way to start


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True Sincerety   5/14/2005

Feeling like a slab of bacon At the meatmarket Mistakingly placed, all shaken Within the filet mignon section <br> Do I resign Or do I learn to live within My new confines Being


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Tag...   5/9/2005

Tag, a game... Who's "it"? Not I, for I'm a bit lame Not a player, trying to touch hearts lit... Someone with love to share Only with one, whose soul is bare Wanting affection, total dedic


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I Suppose...   5/3/2005

Hell's Bells... How could I have been so wrong... A love still awaits- as he has said "So long", I was so sure that all would gel, Alas! Once again, he just didn't have enough gas, To excel


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Treasure   4/23/2005

He is allowing me back into his life A treasure He is permitting me another stroll A treasure We'll talk, yet, maintain control A treasure We'll touch on thinkings A treasure <br>


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That Music!!   4/6/2005

The clock continues to tock As I race through the internet Seaching for some good talk Doesn't matter if we've just met, Just want some love and laughter No, sex isn't all I'm after! <b


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Suspense   3/26/2005

Why can't I find someone to sooth My anticipation for a lover His body, his head, his words being smooth All thoughts leading to discover What's lying beneath my cover... <br> Her


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...Coming This Way!   3/23/2005

It's snowing...on this Spring Day How can Cupid, do me this way? How will I hear my love approaching? How will he see past the snow flaking? How will Cupid know he's miss staking? <br>


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Maybe   3/22/2005

Maybe, my phone isn't destined to ring- Maybe, I need to get out Maybe, I need to stop singing Maybe, I'd do better fishing for trout <br> The sea is deep and full of a variety- I fi


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...With a Little Finesse   3/20/2005

Here it is, the First Day of Spring My phone has yet to ring A beautiful, sunny day Would that be such an outrageous thing? <br> After having heard the phone rung There are numurous


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Ruby/Turquoise Love Affair   3/14/2005

He is my ruby A golden necklace colar with ruby embedded I wear to keep him truly Loving me, to where-ever we're headed <br> With increasing passion I wear my necklace dazzling of fa


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Author Unknown!   2/26/2005

Ah, the perfect words at the perfect time <br> <br> Jack wakes up at home with a huge hangover he can't believe. He forces himself to open his eyes and the first thing


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Someday   2/25/2005

I pray to hold his pride And he to cherish mine While feeling his exitement Pumping into mine...ahhh contentment Knowing we share fantasies Sometimes crudely, sometimes fancily Usually mea


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I Must Have!   2/25/2005

Why I could never fulfill his dreams, I will never understand... He being he, I being me Me being our dreams, Dreams, I know, being for dreamers- sea or land- I am no longer dreaming of he


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Lips Puckered!   2/21/2005

I am having so much fun Trying to decide who's really The One... He with guitar in hand? Another in a far off land? Yet another... a singer, without a band ...Another with a collar .., and


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A Plan?   2/20/2005

He'll be forever on my mind He'll always, for me, be kind He'll always be the one I endeaver He'll succeed at fulfilling my dreams He'll always want for only me to be his lover He'll always,


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...Her Biggest Fear...   2/19/2005

Why, when she loves someone, He always disappears Like he didn't know that's her biggest fear Here, one minute...jetted away the following High above the clouds Beyond the kind pillowing B


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Not a Single Word!   2/18/2005

Blame it on the stars I don't go very long nor far Without chatting nor flirting I tried for a week, deserting <br> I have returned to say There was no fun, being that way I was


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...Must be More Reserved...   2/9/2005

I have many good memories of passing lovers I have many good friends, i've discovered I have many high hopes that they'll recover And, one day will realise I respect eacn one And, I know too,


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I Fantasise...   2/9/2005

I continue to fantasise These many days past... Of how we always, before, could compromise Differences, major, but never did they last Seemingly longer than this.... how crass! <br>


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...Takes Time   2/8/2005

Building a relationship takes time. It doesn't happen over night. But, it's good to remember 1) haste makes waste 2) we've only one life to live 3) a relationship, like time, does not stand st


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...Time to bid him Farewell!   2/8/2005

When you're threatened desertion by an angry lover, nicely say "No thanks, and goodby!" Never is it acceptable to resort to name calling and/or profanities. When it goes there, it's undoubtedly


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Never...   2/8/2005

Never give what you can't live without...your pride! Never share what you can't bear to lose...your trust! Never agree to give 100+% when you're offered up 10%, in return... Never cry when yo


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Pleasing Him   2/7/2005

...I love how his eyes look over his glasses Eagerly, I anticipate all of his classes... He coaxes me into heavenly ectasy Unknowingly to him, my love tenderly exceeds His syllabuses taught wi


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Allowing me to Come   2/7/2005

Well, I had never been so insulted... My door is now securely bolted, His words slapped me and I bolted into the night Hearing echoes, not as nicely said to myself unwind! <br> Being


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...His Glasses   2/6/2005

I miss him... The one who shares my dark He keeps me, in matters of love... enlightened Never displaying shagrin Lessons I may be slow to grasp He continues to teach, without a laugh Alway


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...Love Expressed...   2/6/2005

I sure would enjoy A good roll in the hay... Of course, a lady would never speak this way But Luvs, well sometimes surprise is a fun toy- For only consenting ADULTS to mutually enjoy <br&


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Short of Note   2/6/2005

Upon much pondering, nearing a week Seems to me If a loved one stops communicating And his love's not wandering... Then he must be jailed Making the deepest of loves, slightly curtailed &l


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No Communication=No Relationship   2/6/2005

I just will never understand why dudes think when they "go away" that a woman is supposed to believe there's no source for communication between them-other than 'ESP'! I mean, come on, a post card


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Blessed Over.....   2/6/2005

I am blessed over and over again He knows all, forgiving me as I bend Kneeling, professing to only Him My Master He steers me from disaster He adheres to all my truths He's sincere with lo


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...Thrice Amplified   2/6/2005

Bewildered, I try -Not to cry Destitute, I try -Not to be blind Hopeful, I try -Not to fail Joyful, I try -Not to leave a saddened trail Blissful, I try -Not to ever leave one dis-sa


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Discovering   2/6/2005

Her dark side Does not destroy her bright side As it always brings her back home Lusting is temporarily satisfying Loving is eternally gratifying As it always brings her back home High exp


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So, she has a Dark Side...   2/5/2005

So, she has a dark side... Being woo'd by a lover supreme He is never demanding But always capable of commanding Her lustful thoughts Only to him, that they be brought <br> She h


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...Out for a Fling...   2/5/2005

Why didn't he tell me He was out for a fling Why did he instead, make my heart sing Insinuating there'd eventually be that ring Knowing, having me, to hold and to cherish Longing to hear wor


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...A Wayward Woman   2/5/2005

Once, again, I am a wayward woman Discovered, I was not with my truely chosen Yes, it hurt Feelings again burnt My beloved idol, a man true to only himself Chose to set me on a shelf Withi


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...Away in a Coma   2/5/2005

Well, he must be away in a coma Someplace secretive, cooking, without aromas And just chose not to take me there I wanted to go knowing I'd never return Staying, heart intensely yearning To


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To The Bottom, All See   2/4/2005

Is she a keeper, or shall she be thrown back in Into the waves of the deep blue sea Within waters so pure, to the bottom, for all see Gazing onto mermaids, with varying sizes of fins Watching


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Radiance   2/4/2005

No man should make you wait for so long As No woman ought to take so long to decipher His true meanings, his past, his stated future Nor, decide if he's a winner or a loser <br> Ga


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Share With Me   2/4/2005

Who among us is better than thee Belonging to no ones family tree Painful being alone Suffering, having to be as a drone My soul, wishing its love, to soon come home And again to share with


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Painless Gain   2/4/2005

For every woman, there is a man To hold, keep and to cherish Making holy, their love, all over our land Preventing demons to invade, seeing them perish One following the other to no man's land


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Let me Count...   2/4/2005

Let me count the Luvs; Uno, Dos, Tres With only two, knowing her place- Quatro, Cinco, Seis With only one, knowing that smile on your face- Ocho, Nueve, Diez Beware, or you'll soon be out


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Allow Me...   2/4/2005

Said he must always be trusted Said he'd be away on a trip Said from out his smiling lips Said he'd call in a day or two-so's not to be busted? Of course I'll not share my disbelief Allow me


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Promises...Served on a Tray   2/3/2005

Such a beautiful day For love always feels this way -Steamy thoughts -Tranquility following -Romantic terms of appreciation Promises of more to come, served on a tray Intentions, always fo


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Ah-Huh!   2/2/2005

Ah-Huh! He phoned! Speedily we spoke- Hurridly, before either could choke We talked of times past And, better still, of times to last... <br> Without a doubt, he is more than like


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...I'll Refrain....   2/1/2005

- currently idle... I watched as it was typed Maybe already said, a time or two But never between me and you Actions speak louder than words -Learned to believe that as 'twas always heard Re


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...Warming With Your Thoughts...   2/1/2005

Eyes, heart, mind, soul are all wide open... Afraid, I look, feel, think, pray and keep hopen' Visions of love, knowing it's shared, it's ok Seeing, warming with your thoughts, as we portray Ima


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The Ultimate Demise of...   1/29/2005

I dislike being so confused I dislike feeling I may be used I dislike thinking of those who made me blue I dislike remembering the untrue I dislike comparing for better or worse I dislike no


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Tomorrow...   1/26/2005

I have a true friend, Loyal and loving, until our end... Many times he's made my ear bend While leaning over, wishing a kiss for him to send Emoticons, within chatrooms, are great But, me th


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...We Shared...   1/23/2005

He had to go Into the depths of my mind Trustingly, we explored new areas-to and fro Of both mine, then, his in kind And that which was found We shared, Lovingly-yes-tenderly we loved and


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Happiness   1/23/2005

I feel as though I'm blessed, by heaven above, Security, without scrutiny...God, is this True Love? He did not allow me to leave He did not allow me to force him out He's done nothing but to ma


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Lovingly Sharing...   1/10/2005

To love, without holding anything back... Truths, emotions, wants, desires- And all the while, we may prespire, Clutching onto our knapsacks- All to eventually become unraveled As we travel.


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When I know it's Time!   1/9/2005

Well, I think it's time to break up when during an intimate moment, a 20 yr old's, collegiate student's, stolen guitar becomes the priority of the moment, rather than to tell him to phone the polic


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Thinking....Naught   1/9/2005

Once a cheater, always a cheater... Never, have I thought, Once a flirter, always a flirt.. Always, I've been taught!, Teasing, joking, sharing dreams, Always getting caught!, Happily gree


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A Mind....   1/5/2005

Aah, all snowed in, yet filled with Anticipation That an unconditional love, bliss, Forgiveness is Coming my way, yes, perhaps on this very day! <br> Having been untrue, cruel, a


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Tears?   1/4/2005

So, he has a room mate... I'm to clearly understand, never was his date, Jealousy... He must clearly comprehend, even if it's late, Zealously... I have tried to be his one and only fate, Z


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Shuga' Pants-Let's Dance! (Revised Jan.2,2004)   1/2/2005

Much to my demise, I had another horrible surprise... For I had written an enticing poem, For all to read and review at home... I did submit it, but did forget- A title-then lost it! Oh, trou


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The Clock....   12/31/2004

...and Happy New Year to you... Another empty midnight, another rendezvous, My Renaissance man, a respected Mitropoulos- Who's tutelage Takes me from aah to Ab to Monique to zwieback ...All


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...I'll Repeat Again...   12/29/2004

And, allow me to clarify: I'll not purr with -BiggMamaZ-, NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For you are not only she, But, rather, I'll repeat again... -My Jen- <br> How regal, this g


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My Soulmate... my Leo!   12/26/2004

Angrily, initially, he spoke his indignations... Taking notice, also, of his honesty, Tears, gazing up searching Haley's consternation This Sagitarian saw Leo's eyes were crusty- NO!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Blending (revised 12/25/2004)   12/25/2004

I return to his cabin, my candle already lit, Kind Sir, have you a cabin bouy? What will he say, this black/grey bearded pirate, What will he do-play me as a harmonica, a toy? <br> I h


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...Never Too Late... (revised 12/25/2004jz)   12/25/2004

Having met a pirate... Discovered when the candles, first lit... This man, whom I have grown to adore, Standing, before me, upon opening the door.... Gasping, to find the right words, He smi


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A Gentleman (12/25/2004)   12/25/2004

I can hardly believe it still! He spoke with pen and not quill... I understood not, why I could not....be quiet And screamed for him to deny it! For he had been sound asleep, Now admittedly


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Dreams   11/20/2004

I am a dreamer... Not being, a Hall of Famer I try to find truth, the whole-nothing leaner Is there Love? Knowing what it is, feeling it, sensing it, touching it, experiencing it, living it,


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Endless Love-Ta!   11/6/2004

Searching for love, is an endless journey... Trying to create an unconditional love- Whose qualities are as forthcoming as allowed me Comparitivily, understandingably, unquestionably Torah gui


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Slumming -Brings Forth Loving-Anew!   11/5/2004

I did what I did and I am not sorry for it... I tried to say what, as I'd done what was needed- All because...I had felt so cheated. But, that's ok, he still doesn't care! Just another.... da


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A Common Man...   10/28/2004

He was not a gentleman about it He hid not a clue... He was on the prowell...causing me to become UNGLUED!!!!!!!!!!!! If I choose, I will profanatise him... From here to Kingdom Come.... K


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Mercy   10/12/2004

I thanked him for his mercy Knowing all along he'd say Oh, Babe...it was a pleasure, enjoyed indeed... And I thank you for allowing me, this day! But no...he only said, while on his way... I mu


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What's The Use ???   9/22/2004

I quite simply am giving up After six months, of unreciprocated love... I, now realise that, I'm replaced with not a cat but pup... She can have him, along with the intermittant others! But, b


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....Carrying On's....   9/14/2004

Alas, here I am, alone And mean to the bone... For my intended fellow, is headed towards the devil! He can't commit, and uuuuuuu what fits At that recommendation There's no longer any jubila


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Iced Eyes   9/10/2004

Iced eyes... They're pearcing...they burn With, still the yearn To find unconditional love Bestowed upon us by heaven above.... They dare not still cry As the waters have not enough salt


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BLENDING   9/2/2004

I return to his cabin, my candle already lit, Kind Sir, have you yet a cabin bouy? What will say, this black bearded pirate, What will do, play me as a harmonica, a toy? <br> I hope


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No Longer Lumps   8/21/2004

No longer am I a lump on a log, I have filled with life... Wanting to share, all that I can... This love, with the one who brings to me, less strife And you may agree, be you woman or man I


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OVERCAME...   8/12/2004

The eve of the divorce, 9/10/1994, this was written... I stopped writing, why, oh, I, then filled with smitten: <br> The lie is now the truth She and our belongings are now yours, The


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Braindead   8/10/2004

Braindead...what is that, Hateful, emotionless, incapable of luv? How depressing it must be- to be so lost, A man without cause, shagrinned by God above, What sin is really deserving...to lose


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Tentinabulation   8/6/2004

For every action... There's a reaction.... For every reaction..... Need not be of another action. For every man...... There's a woman. For every woman....... There's love, shared with a


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FAIR   8/5/2004

Fair? You said Fair? Fair what?, Fair for whom? Within this room? To be left, without gloom? Tonight, I'll speak of no upcomig tomb of doom. <br> Let us fill this room, more with


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SILENCE   8/4/2004

Helloooooooooo, silence...my new friend, And, I promise to leave you in a grin. Be not afraid, For I do not degrade.... Never to shagrin, For, I'm rarely in a fray. <br> God has


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LOVE   8/3/2004

i FORGOT TO SIGN OFF ON THE POEM I WROTE THIS AM. eVEN FORGOT THE TITLE...IF NOT LOVE, THEN DREAMS? WAS ABOUT...BOTH...SPOKE OF HEARING CHANGE JINGLE...LACKING LOVES LITTLE TINGLE...DREAMS...NO M


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emotions   8/3/2004

What is Love, if not a whirlwind of emotions Images within our heads, frequently setting our motions Speedily, other times lethargicly We attempt to control that one notion Within our heads


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DOUBT   8/2/2004

To be or not to be, not a question.... But rather, an insinuation of doubt, I cry...not with tears, but suggestion, Question not your heart, scream out with shout.... My love, is unlike any ot


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